I am not all good

Though I come from Love
I am not all good
Heavens no!
I am a human
struggling to let go
of ego and self

I can be selfish
Self centered
Petty
Judgmental
I compare my self to others
I make assumptions
I am snarky and sarcastic
I am fearful
I seek sex and passion
I befriend those who would hurt me
I am not discerning
I am impatient
I love shiny things

Do not look up to me
Look up to trees, to sky, to sun, to moon
Listen to the counsel of the crickets and peepers
They know all there is to know of love and devotion